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13th-Feb-2011 08:03 pm(no subject)
why dont you feel the beat?, parappa

New tattoo. Says 'My Cherie Amour', which I know is broken French, but it's the title of a song by Stevie Wonder that means a lot to me. I love it.
28th-Jul-2010 11:45 am(no subject)
why dont you feel the beat?, parappa
I remember when I had a fairly busy internet life, back in the ages of 12-14. I ran an assload of shrine-type websites, was super active on a Bust A Groove forum, and made a lot of close friends who I had never even seen pictures of(this was before digital cams were popular.). I'm still friends with only a couple of them now, but it seems like that life was so long ago.. I am on the internet on a daily basis but it seems I don't really have a voice of my own anymore. I don't know. I guess I'm at a circumspective stage at this point in life.

Hahaha, some people actually only knew me by the name Phy.

.... I miss Web 1.0. :|
sonna no zenzen atashi ni wa EASY MOUSECollapse )
27th-Jun-2010 10:04 pm(no subject)
why dont you feel the beat?, parappa
For the first time in five and a half years... I'm single.

I'm not upset, but I am pretty afraid of being alone. Idk. I should be fine; this is what I wanted.
7th-Jun-2010 06:23 pm(no subject)
why dont you feel the beat?, parappa
Here's my obligatory annual birthday post.

I'm 22 today! It's been a great day, too. My coworker made me some African food(jellofries???), I got some money, I looked great -- even in scrubs. Even the residents at the nursing home all said happy birthday to me. :) I really love my job. And I got a new car a while ago, but it broke down last week. BUT, my dad fixed it today! :D so I'm back on the road.

Today was pretty nice. Pictures maybe later?
25th-Feb-2010 10:33 am(no subject)
why dont you feel the beat?, parappa
I don't really have anything to update with. Just wanna let everyone on my friends list know that I AM alive. I read my friends page every day, even if I don't comment a lot. :) So.. don't baleete me.

In other news, I got a formspring. I want yawl to ask me some 'nonnymuss questions. Ask me anythaaangg.


Real update perhaps later.
24th-Dec-2009 06:55 pm(no subject)
why dont you feel the beat?, parappa
I started my half-sleeve earlier this week!

9th-Dec-2009 07:47 pm(no subject)
why dont you feel the beat?, parappa
I just saw The Wonder Girls on So You Think You Can Dance. I'm so excited for them! :)

It's crazy that out of all the asian artists that attempted to breach America, they actually performed live on national prime time television first.
4th-Nov-2009 04:56 pm(no subject)
why dont you feel the beat?, parappa
I started working a new job at a nursing home about a month ago. I absolutely love it so far, and a lot of my friends from high school are there too. The hours are great, there's good overtime, and my pay is pretty decent.

Today I was on my ward, filing some charts. The floor's social worker, who I speak cordially to on a daily basis, comes up to the station.

He's an African guy and has a really thick ass accent, and I can never understand shit he says. He's rubbed my shoulders and stuff before without asking, but I never thought much of it.

I ask if he wants to sit, he points at my breasts and says "I want to sit THERE, on your chest." I say "No, absolutely not." He keeps insisting "Yes? Are you sure? Absolutely yes?"

So I just leave the floor.

I don't fucking get why some dudes think just because I have breasts, I'm to be harassed. It sickens me.

I don't really know what to do. If he says something out of line again, I'm probably going to report him. The reason I didn't today is because I've already started shit with another coworker due to them not doing their job, and I'm still new. I don't want to seem like I'm just walking in, trying to get everyone fired.

I hate my body, I really do.
24th-Aug-2009 12:40 pm(no subject)
why dont you feel the beat?, parappa
I finally got a full time job. I'm a telemarketer selling life insurance. =/ It's fucking boring, but money is money.
I'll be getting my driver's license really soon.

I'm still not in school. I'm so confused in that regard, so I don't even wanna talk about it.

My grandma broke her hip around March, and it was up to me to take care of her. I did, and I did a damn good job. But then, after she started getting better and could do more for herself, she became really mean spirited and threatening. She would say I was a stupid whore, I never did anything to help her, I'm lazy, etc etc. So, one day, after a HUGE fight, I left and didn't come back. I abandoned my job at a grocery store and went to live with my boyfriend's family. I still haven't spoken to her.

I feel bad, but I can't let people cripple me anymore. I don't deserve to be treated that way, even by my grandmother.

So I came out here, got this new job, and I'm trying to work up to getting my own apartment. Hopefully, after I accomplish that, I can start court reporting school again and REALLY get my life started.

If anybody has any tips for saving money towards moving on your own (or with a roommate), let me know! It's a scary thought. :(

I want everybody on my friends list to know that I'm not TOTALLY dead. I never update because I have so much going on in my life, and I never have my computer. BUT, I am ALWAYS reading everyone's posts! I only comment when I feel relevant, though soooo...yep.

I'll try to update and be active on LJ more often.

7th-Jun-2009 03:31 pm(no subject)
why dont you feel the beat?, parappa
I'm 21 today!
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