I just saw The Wonder Girls on So You Think You Can Dance. I'm so excited for them! :)

It's crazy that out of all the asian artists that attempted to breach America, they actually performed live on national prime time television first.

I started working a new job at a nursing home about a month ago. I absolutely love it so far, and a lot of my friends from high school are there too. The hours are great, there's good overtime, and my pay is pretty decent.

Today I was on my ward, filing some charts. The floor's social worker, who I speak cordially to on a daily basis, comes up to the station.

He's an African guy and has a really thick ass accent, and I can never understand shit he says. He's rubbed my shoulders and stuff before without asking, but I never thought much of it.

I ask if he wants to sit, he points at my breasts and says "I want to sit THERE, on your chest." I say "No, absolutely not." He keeps insisting "Yes? Are you sure? Absolutely yes?"

So I just leave the floor.

I don't fucking get why some dudes think just because I have breasts, I'm to be harassed. It sickens me.

I don't really know what to do. If he says something out of line again, I'm probably going to report him. The reason I didn't today is because I've already started shit with another coworker due to them not doing their job, and I'm still new. I don't want to seem like I'm just walking in, trying to get everyone fired.

I hate my body, I really do.

I finally got a full time job. I'm a telemarketer selling life insurance. =/ It's fucking boring, but money is money.
I'll be getting my driver's license really soon.

I'm still not in school. I'm so confused in that regard, so I don't even wanna talk about it.

My grandma broke her hip around March, and it was up to me to take care of her. I did, and I did a damn good job. But then, after she started getting better and could do more for herself, she became really mean spirited and threatening. She would say I was a stupid whore, I never did anything to help her, I'm lazy, etc etc. So, one day, after a HUGE fight, I left and didn't come back. I abandoned my job at a grocery store and went to live with my boyfriend's family. I still haven't spoken to her.

I feel bad, but I can't let people cripple me anymore. I don't deserve to be treated that way, even by my grandmother.

So I came out here, got this new job, and I'm trying to work up to getting my own apartment. Hopefully, after I accomplish that, I can start court reporting school again and REALLY get my life started.

If anybody has any tips for saving money towards moving on your own (or with a roommate), let me know! It's a scary thought. :(

I want everybody on my friends list to know that I'm not TOTALLY dead. I never update because I have so much going on in my life, and I never have my computer. BUT, I am ALWAYS reading everyone's posts! I only comment when I feel relevant, though soooo...yep.

I'll try to update and be active on LJ more often.

I'm 21 today!

I finally beat Final Fantasy X. Almost a decade after it's release? FFS, Sydney.

ngl, I cried.

what the fuck, why has it been 6 entire months that i've been jobless?

seriously?

SIX FUCKIN MONTHS?!

Pink hair, part deux.



:D

OBAMANATED!!!

Haven't posted any real pictures of myself in a long time. Though I'd do that now.

( lalalaaaaa. )
I'm doing the first virusscan on my computer in almost four years. Isn't that terrible? I don't have any viruses so far, though. We'll see how this pans out. I don't use virus scans, firewalls, and I run adware scans like once a year, hahaha.

Uhhh, I guess that's it.

The peeping tom came back.

I caught him.

I keep a machete and pepper spray on me at all times now.